A week ago I receive a mail from my SIL in Louisiana and it made me smile. She also include my mail they receive from ssn. I was smiling. I thought I will be getting money from them, but it was only some information about how I will be qualified for having a social security benefits. When I opened the mail my smile fade away. I really thought I would get some money. It would be a big help for my incoming trip to the Philippines, though I know that I'll be going with my parents. I know how hard it is to travel with out enough money in your pocket especially when your going back home to the country that you have not seen for almost 5 years.So the friends and family will really expecting you to treat them out. Plus I have a double birthday celebration this coming July that also cost big money since the mother is inviting 30 people for the said party.